you are not gone, you have transformed, you are in the collective conscience and hounding me from all around. I did not mean for this to happen, I was naive to your wants, please forgive us and our homosapian selfishness, we should not dabble in what we don't know, yet we continue, and we try again, gaining knowledge as we do, but it is negligable to that which your species holds, please don't fight me, join me in spirit, fuse with me and enlighten me, you and all the others before you; show me love and turn me from hatred even though I deserve to feel the fear you felt, please, please, forgive this lost soul, forgive it and take from it. you are dearly missed.